Doing a no no for real!

Doing something prohibited feels so good especially when you are with the people you make fun with. After all the sneak peaks, there was a time for bonding. It was really fun until one of my close friend came. It felt bad and not good. I'm so not doing it again. Something made me realize as well that we might not fit in really being friend. What if I am just with them to escape the reality that my other close friends and me are not in good terms.

 The thing is that I hate rejection. I am fully aware that my life is complicated due to my million reasons of over of which most of the time I can't manage to express. Being afraid of these and that made me become a perfectionist buddy. I can't afford of me, hurting myself again. Its just weird feeling this kind of thing to someone close to you. Maybe there is something in that someone that I must figure it out. But first let me focus on a thing called self love. What to do's and don'ts and how to manipulate it for me.

 So no no for complications, hello to the someone that I can call me.  

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